My Fake Love

Hello everyone, i would like to share some of my love story to you..
When i was in High School I had a friend who invited me to become a muse in a basketball game tournament. Accidentally I was walking backward and suddenly hit him. I can't say sorry cause I'm shy. Since birth I'm almost shy at many things, i couldn't explain why but you can say that I'm a bit afraid at people that i don't know ^^. After the basketball program my friend introduced me a guy, he is a basketball player who is also in the program. Then suddenly the guy say sorry to me, for what happened earlier. I didn't notice that he is the one i hit earlier. He introduce himself to me and he ask if he could get my Cellphone number. Until we know each other well.

On July 25, 2005, I accepted his proposal to be his girlfriend and enter a relationship. In that day I was so happy from all the things that are happening to me. I feel blessed that God gave him to me. Starting from that day and to the following days my trust and love grows more than the first day we fall in love.

After almost 4 months and half November 22, 2005 we're been out of communication due to
some kind of reasons i didn't really know what kind of reason is that. I'm calling him day by day, Texting him night by night. So I didn't have a choice but to wait for his replies. I waited long because i loved him. On December my friend who introduced him to me tell me that he had a big secret that he's not telling me. My friend told me that he is going to be married to his ex girlfriend because he's ex girlfriend was pregnant. But i didn't believe my friend cause from the day we fall in love. my trust have grown a lot. Until December 31, 2005 (he's Birthday), i try to call him in his land line phone instead of his cellphone that is always out of coverage area. Then someone pick up the phone, I said Hello then a girls voice ask me who i am. In the first place I think she was my boyfriend's cousin or mother or a close friend. But I was wrong, she told me that she was the wife of my boyfriend. I was speechless and my tears suddenly came out of my eyes, I can't say any. But I strengthen myself and say "this is Rose can i speak to Ralph". Then the girl shouted Ralph to come down the stairs, actually i can hear also his voice. The girl ask who is Rose? My boyfriend said "I don't know who she is, maybe a wrong number" after i hear that, i can't stop holding the phone any longer. So I just tell the girl to say Happy Birthday to Ralph and drop the phone. Later on that evening is the celebration of New Year's Day. Instead of celebrating it, I lock myself up in my room and drunk myself and even try to smoke just to forget all of the FAKE things i could say, that happen to me.

On February 28, 2006, he called me, and i don't expected it. I open the topic about his wife, and tell me that it was just a damn FAKE lie. The girl who answered the phone was his sister, he told me that. Then of course my love is still in him, i can't stop believing in him. Then after a month we lose contact to each other again. He's not answering my calls and my text.

May 22, 2006, I tried to investigate what really is going on. I went to my close cousin and ask for his help. My cousin had a friend in that day who is exactly right in time had a car. We stroll until we reach my boyfriends house. In my Own BIG EYES i saw his @#$%&#*^ wife and i can say that she is 7-8month pregnant. On that day i realize believing on his FAKE Lies, that i was wrong. Actually suicide came up to my mind. But I'm not that Stupid to waste my Life for all this FAKE LOVE.

Until now i met a guy..........................................................................................................

to be continue..